Friday, April 25, 2003
Hmm, now with exams around the corner me still so hardworking to update blog everyday!! so ironic, last time when i had all the time in the world, I didn't bother to blog...hehehe.....naughty me! :P I guess using the time to blog as a break from studies and also keep myself sane!! If i continue non-stop reading my Trusts I will flop down and die!! hahaha.....
Sigh, nowadays sleep very late at night, around 3am everynite!! I think I look like a panda now, horrible! But what to do, need to study and finish my stuff. Biological clock gone totallly hay-wire....eat breakfast at 12pm then lunch at 5pm and later dinner at 9pm.....sigh....!!
Not much action these days....everyone's stressed but then Aki gave me a surprise last nite! hehehe, cheered me up cos was feeling really bored at that time. She asked me to go online cos she wanted to give me a surprise, and I was like: "Huh?! Oh ok....." Cos was kinda stoned already. Then she sent me a video clip and as it was downloading I asked her what it was cos I was expecting some funny or sick pictures or something. Scared I might get a heart attack!! haha......then when I opened the clip, it was Aki telling me to look at her pink hair! =) *laughs* She was like gesturing "Chun Yan, pink hair, can you see? Pink hair!!" hehehe....and Azlin was there, initially her face was blocking Aki's hair. So, haha, had a pleasant surprise. Aki's hair looked totally funky, looked like a typical Japanese gal! =)
So much for interesting events......
Thursday, April 24, 2003
Am eating a sandwich as I'm typing this...well, heard from Aki that things didn't go very well, but anyway I'm sure it's not THAT bad. Dun worry la, Aki...keep low for a while and I am sure things will get better. Just expect the best but be prepared for the worse...(if that helps?!) Concentrate on your studies now and dun think so much.....you are a tough girl! =)
I will concentrate 100% on revision now. Hopefully I can finish revising quickly and effectively, must make sure everything goes into my head and stay there! Aside from that, a few incidents happened. So anyway I will be keeping alert as well. Things could get complicated....but then I think not so bad. Haha....you wouldn't understand what I am saying, but then cannot say anything more. *sticks tongue out*
That's all for now....back to work!
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Wednesday, April 23, 2003
Yea....taking a break from my work. =) Was interrupted in my work when I got a call from Aki....hehe, there are new developments for her and I am excited and also happy for her! She's like screaming and shouting over the phone!! So so very excited!! Well, all I can say is fantastic developments for her, she should give herself a pat on the back for coming so far already.....congratulations Aki! It may not be a lot, but actually it is a lot considering the circumstances of the situation....I mean the response is far far beyond your reasonable comprehension rite? hehehe....am glad for you. Meanwhile just calm down and plan your next moves. Strategy, my girl!! =)
Myself, nothing much....just that need to concentrate on studies.....exams are merely 3 weeks away!! Am really scared! *sigh* Want to do really well and make my parents, friends and teachers proud of me. Also for my own self-satisfaction. Praying for God's help and intervention....wish me all the best!
Monday, April 21, 2003
These few days have been fun, interesting, enriching and a little emotionally overwhelming. The weekend was crazy!! I mean I feel that I have grown a lot and also enriched myself in many ways.....made me feel that friends are so so so very important. Not that before this I felt differently, but just that I suddenly felt the emotional bond....something which makes you feel so comfortable. That you feel that friends who understand you and can help you and listen to u are so important. I hope and strive to be such a person to my friends as I feel that it is such an enriching experience. It's something which cannot be attained just like that, but comes through spiritual and emotional support......
Many unexpected things happen, and its really funny how you see things which you don't expect to happen, to happen. You feel pleasantly surprised and also happy when it turns out fine and nice. Well, I might sound like I'm talking in circles, but I think only me myself will know what I truly mean. And God as well!! For He made me! =) I really thank God for the friends I have.....such fine creatures......that makes me remember a quote I saw in Joe's room: "Friends are the family we choose for ourself" And I indeed agree with that! Cos I do not have any siblings, so it makes sense that I find them in friends......some friends can even be closer than your own siblings.
Well, enough of riddles I think......=) haha.....I can see your flustered and confused look! Those who know what's been happening to me will roughly know what I am saying......but then again....nobody can truly know what I mean.....just this I can say: Treasure your friends...they are very important to you. And I mean TRUE friends...not fair-weathered friends who will run away when you are in trouble. Those are not your true friends.
Aki: very happy for you that you are feeling much much better......Don't worry, and have faith. Good things come to those who wait. =) Hope that makes you feel better, although I know how hard it can be to wait and be patient!
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